This week's prompt: whole
Whole. A whole lot of what? Man, these small words just hit home with me everyweek! I have to take a deep breath and just write, because if I stop and think it hits a bit too hard.
Not really feeling whole lately. Something is certainly missing? What is it? I am a mom, a wife, a friend, a sister, a daughter and a teacher. Lots of little things, but it is not adding up. Lately, I feel like I am just going through the motions. Not feeling, just doing. And I don't like it, not one bit.
What is that missing something? Pretty sure I know. Should I say it aloud? FAITH. Yes, I believe. But it is underlying everthing that I think and do? Does it even cross my mind everyday? No. I need to focus on what I believe. Read, pray, study. Take the time to think and reflect. This is something that will begin to close those gaps. Something that will begin to pull it together. Leading to a wholeness.
So why do I resist? Why do I let it sit in the back of my mind. This wholeness. This spirituality?